Anonymous: Do you like your relationship more now then ever ?
I do, actually.
I genuinly trust Matt with my life, because I’ve watched him do whatever he can to keep me safe for over a year. Everything is so easy now. Like at the start of all relationships everyone freaks out a little thinking “Hey, what if this person see’s who I really am and fucking hates it.” I never really had that feeling. It’s almost like best friends with benefits, and he’s somehow still convinced that I’m the most beautiful girl he knows, it’s crazy.
Haha, shit.
Sometimes I miss school.
Then I realize that I fucking hated it there, and only four people genuinly cared about me while everyone else just sat there pretending they gave a fuck.
Oh Grace, I miss you so much.
Do you? Do you fucking really? You all know where I live, you’ve all got my number. Fucking prove it.
And sometimes when I’m alone at night destroying myself with my own thoughts, I think about how my two best friends abandoned me for drugs or because someone told them too.
I promise we’ll always be friends Grace. Will we? Are you sure? Because it feels like you really fucked me up there hey.
